Saturday, March 6, 2010
je t'aime.
but do you wonder at times that the surprises are just gone.
i turn around expecting something,but nothing,gone.
a poker face appears seeming pleasant.
but reading minds arent suppose to come true.
everything left is just routine .
doing what we do ; those regular things that we always .
nothing changes and you dont mind.
life is boring.
things changes.
need to have surprises tear me like a wolf.
cravings , simply cravings.
irritation just cling on me at the back and nothing,
nothing comes out and save me from those clutches.
i need a break.those routine tires me.
i'm not a dog.
even dog has desires.
practically i just need some concern,some consideration.
so what if demonic figures plays you around on her finger,
rattling sounds of you cant simply pour on me.
i HAVE a temper.
i too has things to pour but no one bothers to offer their ears.
not even you.
such a simple need and yet
no one cares.
not even you.
hidden things are meant to be uncovered but yet you turn off a deaf ear and ignorence is all i get.
you dont know how i feel .no one does .
i'm alone.all alone.
hidden inside.
a figure that will not appear to one.
not even closest.
i know myself.
no one knows i exists.
shhhh.
12:50:00 AM
